Hello to all my friends who i'm pretty come fro earth. This journal has many reasons for being typed. First off i'm sick of looking at that depressing wall of writing I typed. It was made at a very sad time and that saddness has been gone for some time. Next, awhile ago I hit 1,000 page veiws and I think all of you looking at my art work and the very few that aren't mine. So again thank you for taking the time to look at my art. Then there's the big news, I reasantly got a laptop which i'm typing right now. It's the best thing ever. Now I don't have wait in line for the computer or worry about people breathing down my neck while I do homework or go on youtube. It's an HP with windo 7(please don't mide my spelling errors). It's saposed to be the best kind right now. Next is the facted that 2 weeks ago I got my manga books back. It's long story so get comfortable. I'm in RSP classes(don't ask me what it stands for because i'm not sure my self) anyway I had an IEP meeting with my parents and teachers and I have to tell you it was torche at most parts. When my dad found out I had 3 missing assignments in 3 differnt casses I sware he was going to explode.... not in front of my teachers obviasly but at dinner. It was just the two of us and he know that my books were very important to me. He's thinks they don't count as accuale reading books, to many pictures. But what he dosen't realize is at least I read books i'm sure every one of my freiends would agree with me and say that there an exalent sourse of reading. I mean have you seen some of the monologes the bad guys have to say or when the charaters have to explain somthing completely rediculas because it adds to the story. Getting back on topic, he took every last one of my books inculding my Spider-man3 metal lunch pale with little trikets in it just to piss me off even more then I already was. He said in one month I could have them back as long as I don't have any missing assignments. One assignment missing and the books get thrown away or put into the yard sail pile. One hard month later I was reunited with my beloved books. It felt good seeing my book drorre full again. And know for the last bit of news of my life. I resantly found out that I am going to be in a lunch match for comedy sports so I don't get to eat lunch that day. But the best part is the facted that I get to play against a friend of mine in comedy sports and were talking about how were going to kick the other ones ass. Of course I have a good feeling my team is going to win because we have one of the team managers on our team. Talking about this reminds me about one last story I have to tell. This takes place about last week in LA class. We had just finished reading the Greek play Antigne. And so the teacher had a group project for us. We had to write and perform a skit using one of the themes for the play. First, we had to pick our teams, my group was me, Will, James, Tim, and Kyle. Then tgo make things fun we got to chose a team name. You have to know that being the only girl in tghe group I did't get much say in the the name.....so the boys came to verdicked and desied to call our team.......................Team Kyle. I was so mad but honestly what could I do. Then we got to talk about what our skit should be after getting theme. Our theme was "Learn by Lossing" a chalening theme but not for me. I had almost the complete story in my head after about 2 minutes. But Kyle apparently had a better idea so the team wint with his idea but in my oppineun in had no relaionship with the theme AT ALL!!!!! But I still wanted to useful in the group so I told them I would make all the props we needed. What we needed was a stop sign, stop lights, a street sign, and a car. The car was dffenatly the hardest part. All the props were made of cardbaord. Then the day came when we had to performe our skits. Ours was a very very short story about a crossing gaourd that hates his job and desides to let kids cross without cheeking for danger. And then we get run over by a speeding car. It was entertaning for class and we found out that we where going to get an A because the teacher talked to all the groups that performed. The mext day Mr.C was giving out awards out, he called it the Oscors just to be funny. This makes me kinda mad but Kyle got the Best Actor award for his little monolage at the very end of the skit. 2 awards later he gave the award for Best Props. Ir went to our team, and at the bottom it said "Best Props-Mostly because Rachelle did all the work" it made so happy to see my name at the bottom the award. Then I thought my good mood could not be broken because after skool I had Comedy Sports. Practice was amazing I got nothing but possitive feed back from all the teachers. And One of them was my crush Rod. Anyway, after practice I needed an excuse to talk to Rod. And at this time I was rather pissed at Kyle. He was just joking around but it still hurt. He kept saying how HE made all the props for the skits and we got the award because of HIM. You do not know how bad I wanted to make sure he didn't have babies. Then I thought if I tell Rod the story he would be on my side and agree that Kyle needed a a good slap across the face. So I tolded him the story and it looked like he was realy lisening to me, to be honest I almost pulled a Hinata and almost fainted while I was telling him what happened. And when I was done he called Kyle over. I thought he was going to slap him like I wanted him to. But insted he........................... shook Kyle's hand and said good job on the props. I know he was just joling around but it felt like someone ripped my heart out. I was preaty sad after that. I waited for my mom to pick me up for practice and I was by myself for sometime an dthen one of my friends came, Skylar came and he comforted me. I told him what happened and he said if I felt that then I must realy......love him if I get all nerves and have a hard time talking when i'm neary him. Then Rod came out, there was a weird feeling in the air. He sat near us after Skylar made laugh. I looked over and he looked over to see who was laghing, I only got a breef look at his face but he either looked sad or shoked. It was so sudden but then it felt like the air around us got thickened. I didn't know waht to feel. Anyway thats all thats going on in my life. Please comment